Monday, September 25, 2006
lalala
a brand new mi ... a brand new walk with god ...
encounter weekend was gr8 ... to find out more ... go to my new blog ba ...
btw ... i haf a tag at last ... LOL ... so drop mi messages kk ?
[x] god loves me((://*
2:48 PM
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Thursday, September 21, 2006
zzzzzzzzzz
time to prepare myself ...
my chest hurts ...
[x] god loves me((://*
9:46 PM
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Wednesday, September 20, 2006
hai~
chest hurts alot ...
went jurong east with andrew ...
bought sm wooden stuff n arcade ... was fun ...
went snow city ...
went bp to eat ...
thank god ...
love u
[x] god loves me((://*
10:15 PM
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Tuesday, September 19, 2006
zzzzzzzzzz
vomited badly juz nw b4 i went to tch tution ...
i m reallie tired ... n i reallie dun feel gd ... on the inside ...
i feel so empty ...
[x] god loves me((://*
9:54 PM
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Monday, September 18, 2006
zzzzzzzzzzz
had to get the chn water play ... n lots of other things ... my ankle aches alot ... the weather is affectin it lor ... hai~
went to do project ... we decided ... obese chn ...
tution was nt gd ... i m reallie beri beri tired n sick nw ... hai~
[x] god loves me((://*
9:51 PM
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Sunday, September 17, 2006
zzzzz
fever nt cmin down ... n nw i reallie feel like vomittin ... i did not eat but my whole stomach is churnin ... hai~
[x] god loves me((://*
8:36 PM
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i m in pain
temp ...
38.8 ...
din slp at all for the past 2 nites ...
thinkin ...
prayin ...
thinkin ...
prayin ...
thinkin ...
prayin ...
strugglin the whole of last nite ...
tryin to pratice my happie smile ...
tryin to tink positive ...
prayin for a miracle ...
prayin for god to heal him ...
askin god to transfer sm of his pain to mi ...
he called ...
he sae he cannot make it ...
i was so worried ...
is he alrite ...
yet ...
i feel so hurt ...
i feel so disappointed ...
all week ... i been lookin forward to this dae ...
all week ... i been sufferin ...
all week ... i been plannin n scheldulin ...
but all week ...
i onli got hurt
i onli got disapointment
n all my plans got screw up ...
but i been tryin ...
i been tryin so hard ...
i been tryin reallie reallie hard ...
n todae ...
is one dae that i dun wan any changes ...
i feel so hurt becoz i desperately wan to go to church ...
i wan to go n experience god
to worship him
to b ...
with my spritual family becoz ...
i duno if i still haf any real family ...
i noe i muz haf sounded terrible ...
i muz haf sounded mean ...
i muz haf sounded unreasonable ...
i muz haf made u so upset ...
u muz haf been thinkin ...
y is she so unreasonable ...
i was desperate ...
i apologise ...
but i was desperate ...
u were my last hope ...
i wan to go church ...
i nd to go church ...
n w/o u ...
i cannot ...
but there is another reason too ...
i dun wan to leave u without saein goodbye face to face ...
i dun wan ...
to juz walk off ...
i din wan to tell u ...
i juz wanted to see u one last time ...
i bee typin this entry since mornin 9 ...
believe it or nt ...
i did start at 9 am ...
hai~
reallie ...
cannot think ...
aft i put dwn the fone last nite ...
my heart hurt so bad n i cldn't breathe ...
my whole body was numb ...
thank god my bro woke up n wanted to go to the wash room ...
hai~
he tot i was actin at fiz ...
i cannot type much any more ...
i m reallie losin all my strength n focus ...
in a lot alot of xtreme phy pain ...
i can't find my med ...
yet ...
no1 in the family can help becoz i dun wan any1 to noe ....
i m in so much pain ...
fever ...
i tried ...
but i still wan to hold on to the lil faith i haf left ...
[x] god loves me((://*
11:18 AM
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hai
feel so cold ... hai~ feel so hurt ...
i duno ... i duno ...
i haf to smile ... i haf to b strong ...
[x] god loves me((://*
1:22 AM
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Saturday, September 16, 2006
='(
i wan to fly to all the rooms of all thoese that haf a special place in my heart ...
i wan to whisper in ur ears ... i love u n thankew for being part of my life ...
i wan to gif u all a butterfly kiss then fly off b4 any1 of u wake up ...
this way ... no1 will see the tears in my eyes when i sae goodbye ...
no1 can understand hw i feel rite nw ...vn the saddest thing is ... i duno if u all feel the same way as i feeel towards u all ... i hope its the same ... but ... on the safe side ... i betta tink u all dun feel the same way as mi ... tis way i wun b hurt again ...
[x] god loves me((://*
2:02 AM
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='(
i m disappointed ... yet ... happie that we both made an effort ... to tink for each other n nt juz for ourselves ... i hope u get well soon ... shall kp u in prayers ...
a long nite awaits ... hai~
[x] god loves me((://*
12:21 AM
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Me myself n i.
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[x] 4 the bible tell mi soooooooo~
[x] little 1s to him belong.
[x] they r weak but he is strong.
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[x] heaven is in my heart .
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